hm..
juz some thoughts in my mind disturbing me.
i guess she hardly haf the time to read my blog to read this entry..
would most prob be stuck somewhere in the archives by the time she checks it.

used to be best friends in pri 5.
still think of her as one.
but r we?
or haf we juz... drifted to being juz close old frenz.
can't help to be jealous
when i see her excited abt that alwaiz mentioned name in her blog.
not once i saw my name
lolz

sounds silly..
but it feels sad
when u feel... less impt in someone's life when u tot they were v impt in urs..
sure, we click damn well.
we can juz pick up frm where we left off even if we havent met for years.
but there's something missing.
we're not involved much in each other's life.
she does her own stuff..
i do mine..
kinda sad thinking abt this...
i learnt to let go..
when years ago i was still trying hard to contact her to ask her out
i do contact her very occasionally nowadays..
but it saddens me when i seldom c her contact me before i do....
thinking abt this makes me emotional...
sad...
but then again.. i know something has changed
i no longer cry
for the pain has lessened.
....somehow....